YaY!!!!

FINALLY!!!!

I have finally succeeded in NOT procrastinating until the very end!!! Hehe...Just finished my online class....two days early! TWO!! Lol Might not seem like that much of a feat, but to me it means a lot...it means that my goal of becoming a highly successful college student this year is getting off to a grrrrrreat start! ^.^ *Happy Asian!!*

Ahh.....school....such a bittersweet time. It sucks the social life right outta me....actually no, that's work that does that! haha ;) School I actually kinda like being one of those 'study every waking moment' people....but then again I guess it does take a lot of my time away from other 'fun' stuff I could be doing. *Sigh* Growing up just isn't all it's cracked up to be....I miss being high school when I didn't have to worry about school work....back when I had absolutely nothing to do after school, when I could hang out with whomever I wanted to....*ponder* Yeah...I definitely miss those days.

Hope all your guys' days are going smoothly and you guys are having some fun here and there :).

煩惱...

時間真的可以讓一個人忘記全部的不開心的回憶嗎？若果真的可以的話，那要多效時間才可以呢？雖然我的年齡不是很大。 。 。可是我都經歷了很多事情。我真的有很多事情我忘不了。 。 。那我應該真麼辦？每次我一個人的時候我回想起我曾經發生過的事, 一些事會讓我開心的回憶， 一些事會讓我不開心的回憶。 。 。可是為什麼好像不開心的回憶比開心的會議多呢? 朋友沉靜告訴我若跟一個人只會看過去那這個人沒辦法向前走。我明白過去的事情我們不可能改得，我也懂我朋友說的話。可是。 。 。有什麼辦法可以讓我不再想不開心的回憶呢？希望有一天我真的可以放掉我以前得過去。開開心心的生活。

Missing

....Well it's official, the boys are gone. :'( The fact that I won't see them for two whole years still has yet to hit me...I wonder if it ever truly will. I look forward to the chance to write them and hear their stories and tell them mine, but it still won't be the same as physically seeing and interacting with them. We all say that we don't want things to change in these next two years....but we all know things will change with time, who knows where we'll all be two years from now. But I think it's not whether we'll be married, dating, moved out, etc. it's all about how much we still believe in the friendship that we established over the past years together. If we have faith and believe that bond will never be broken, but like everything else in life friendships require our attention, we can't expect to not put forth any effort and expect results, things fade over time...but they don't have to.

I'm so thankful to have the friends that I do, I can't imagine my life without them. I've known some of them pretty much my whole life, while others I've known for a couple of years, but we've all grown so close, it's like time is not a factor in how close we are. I think it's with these people that we can really be ourselves with, and it's also these people who will continue to influence our lives for the long run. Choose your friends wisely!

I'm just like everyone else....I want these next two years to fly by, so that we can get our missionaries back home and have everything go back to the way it once was. I'm sure that day by day the years will seem slow, but by the time two years has passed we'll feel that it flew by. Just like this past year in college, it feels like yesterday that we were all gathered around a campfire or playing sports. I can't wait for the day when we can do all the fun stuff we used to do....but until then I'll continue to tell my story and the story of those around me to you guys who won't be there with us...look forward to it! :)

Home and Lonely...

Home from vacation in San Francisco.... It's lonely here to say the least. Coming home to blaring heat, friends gone for months/years, and a 32 hour work schedule...not the best homecoming if I do say so myself. To my friends out abroad be safe and have fun, to my friends that are here in Utah...stay cool, don't overheat.

Summer is more than halfway over...meh! Not looking forward to walking around on campus in the blazing heat, especially UP hill...-.-'. My Cali trip was everything I thought it would be though! Nice cool weather and a lot of fun memories made! :) I can't believe that a week passed by so fast though...but it makes me excited for my summer plans for 2013...a whole summer of vacation! Now that is what I'm talking about! In fact it's a great motivator to keep my job that has me working as much as a manager without the pay of one -.-'.

On another happy note, I learned today that a part of my childhood is coming back to the present!.....*drumroll* Sailor moon is making a come back!! :D Yup that's right!! It's set to start next year in September, if the articles are correct.....WOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! Nothing beats Sailor moon....NOTHING!!! I could watch that show forever and ever! *sigh* You've gotta love shows that you grew up with as a child :).

 School....just so you know the only reason I look forward to you is because when you are over for another summer I will have fun again, oh and I'll actually have stuff to do then, and not work as much ;P

First year no more!

After today my first year of college will be officially over!!......Haven't yet decided if that's a good thing or bad...you know it's great cuz I'm done with school until fall, but then it just means I'm another year older! >< (oh come on you know girls are sensitive about their age! ;P) Looking back on this year I've actually gotten a lot done!....Like I helped start a new club, I auditioned/got accepted into the Modern Dance Minor program, joined the Uinta Frisbbe team here at the U...funny thing though, all of this was achieved this semester haha where was I last semester? Oh right, I was a complete noob! Funny how now I feel like I actually belong here. I've also come to terms that in order to enjoy college as much as those fanatics that say college was everything they ever dreamed and more you really do have to get involved, and if you're not into that whole 'do everything and anything' kind of attitude make some friends who like to do stuff, it'll keep you entertained and you'll be dragged into somethings that you'd never normally do, but then you'll have a blast! So what am I doing during the summer you ask? WH-ell, first off I'm going to be working (hopefully more in the mornings than at night), and along side the work topic, I might get a second job! This second job would be an internship with a friend's dad here up at the U, bonus is that he'd probably be able to get me into med school! :) I know connections right!? XD haha I don't know of any summer plans yet as far as va-k's and fun stuff; ideas have been thrown around, but nothing final yet. Goals for the summer?.... 1. Make some bank. 2. Have fun. 3. Have fun. 4. Figure out what my majors will be. 5. Have fun. 6. Oh and have fun. Haha yeah there you go, those are my summer objectives XD lol. Some awesome plans there huh? But before I get to all the summer fun I have one last final....but I'm so glad to be done after this! I just hope I pass the f**** test! If I get a C in this class, oh you better bet your a** that I'm going to retake this damn class! I will settle for a B, but a friggin C!?!?! HELL NO!!!! College may be hard, but that hasn't changed my standards of trying hard and doing good in school....that and my parents would probably never let me live it down. -.-' *sigh* The hard life of an Asian huh? *JK it's actually a pretty good life, I mean I don't have to pay for anything, and by anything I mean: 1. Gas 2. Car insurance 3. Cellphone bill 4. TUITION 5. Most meals (unless I'm on campus and my mom isn't around XD lol) 6. The majority of my clothes I know. I'm a lucky chicky! ;) You're all jealous right now....as you should be! haha!! JK

2012 Finally...

*sigh* Well, this is the first post of 2012....:P My bad it's been awhile! But rest assured not too much has changed! So the new classes are going good! Much more enjoyable than last semester for sure! :) I don't dread going to any of my classes! Yay! hehe...social life hasn't changed much, although I have met more people up on campus! So you know got more connections and friends! ^.^ In my Chinese class I have befriended most of them (which is a good thing). Uh...my dance comp. class I also know a couple people, my hip-hop class I talked with one girl last time, so that leaves calc and bio that I don't really talk to anyone, and frankly I'm ok with that lol

The weather this year has been riDICulous!! It's been freezing cold, but with no snow..then suddenly we got this huge storm that dumped like 6 in of snow on us, then it was nice weather again, then stormy, then nice and one final storm. Past couple of days have been really nice, just windy :/ which is part good, part bad...good cuz it's still good weather, bad cuz we've been wanting to play frisbee XD lol.

Well I can't really think of anything else to blog about right now...lol *this is why I always wait til I have something I really, really want to say before I blog* but anyways I'll get on again soon, probly change up the playlist and what not :P Until next time!...

BAGH!!!

*Sigh*....so the new semest (yes I know I want it to say 'semest') has started....I really like my classes, but there are a lot of big changes in my sched this semst for example I have to be to school by 7:30 am, so I get on TRAX at 6 am, which means I wake up at 5 >~< Not my idea of an ideal morning...but the sad part is that waking up that early really isn't that bad except that it's friggin COLD in the mornings and TRAX is pretty full :/. So let's see here's what I'm taking:

CHIN 1020 and CHIN 2020 (there's a story to this)
CALC 1210
BIO 1210
DANCE COMP
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(2nd session-starts Feb. 29)
ULTIMATE
HIP HOP

So that all amounts to 17 credits this semest! :)
So the whole story with the two Chinese classes is that hehe...so I took 1010 in the fall...and I enrolled for 1020 this semester, but I ran into my cousin who's in 2020 and suggested that I speak with my professor to move into the 2020 class-my teacher loved the idea. So I went to a couple classes and I found that I understood everything they were saying/learning, but my reading ability for characters was a little...haha weak :P, but I decided why not? So I am enrolled in 2020 now and no longer in the 1020, BUT since I have time in my sched for the class I continue to go so that I can still learn the vocab I missed and the characters (though I could review on my own at home) I just don't get a grade and I don't have to pay :) It's a win-win really hehe

The only class I'm hesitant about is my dance composition class...I know I'm a dancer so that should be y favorite class right??...Well it's not. -.- I guess this is why I never liked modern dance haha...it's too....I dunno....'liberal' maybe? (not really the right term) I've seriously had to FORCE myself to go the past two times...gah...but I figured I need to get my gen ed done as soon as I can, and I might as well take more classes while I have my scholarships and stuff....*sigh*

I just CAN'T wait for 2nd session when I have frisbee and hip hop :)