Coming Up

Summer is slowly coming to an end DX.....we've had some great times though! Still it seems like it was way too short....:(. Well once school starts we'll just have to keep hanging out! :P It's still so weird to think that we're seniors this year you guys!...It's so exciting, yet scary at the same time XD. Do you think a lot of things will be different?? I better have lunch with people this year...well me and Cam both...last year it was either with Shales or Kt, not saying I mind, you it's just funner with more people...and 3 isn't that many. Speaking of lunch I can't remember if I have money in my lunch account XD. But anyways...we're all getting so OLD! Despite whether or not you all want to accept that fact, it's going to come true eventually XP.

Alomst 9 & 1/2 hours later....

So after undergoing my first surgery ever...the numbness is still here!!! O.o' Normally I wouldn't mind it too much, but when it's your whole bottom lip, and it feels like it's the biggest thing on Earth..it bugs me XD. I got the feeling back in the other half of my tongue about 15 minutes ago...come one lip!! Haha

Harder Than You Think....

It is sooo much harder than one would think it is to find a good song to do a solo to...So I've made a list, checked it twice, and STILL don't know what song I want to use...I like two of them...A LOT the others are still up for consideration...anyone want to help me decide??? Any takers?? Any at all?? =P

Stupidity....

Oh my heck!!! I feel like the stupidest person on EARTH right now! DX I can't believe that I hit the 'reply' button....-.-'....why didn't I think to send it in a separate message...now they can all read it! DX DX DX I feel like and idiot, idiot, IDIOT!!! *sob* *sniffle* man...at least I don't know most of those people...but still they can read it...well at least it wasn't too personal...that's the last time I use names in anything...glad I didn't put last names too. DX Man! I'm never gonna get over this! Why didn't I think of a separate message earlier?? Why? Why? WHY!?!?!? grrrr!!!....*smacking self*....I feel sooooo stupid right now!! DX DX DX DX DX I seriously hope that no one reads that....please...PLEASE!!!....*on knees begging*

Summer's middle....what now??

Hm....well I'm sure that we're all sad when we think that summer is already half over...:( I have to say that I am STOKED for senior year! But at the same time I can't be more nervous for it...I wonder what kinds of things will happen... *ponder* But as of right now I do know that I still need to enroll in my online classes...I'm thinking I'm gonna take financial lit first, then maybe even take my CTE during the school year...just depending how long it takes me to get myself to finish fin. lit. XD. One thing for sure though, is that I have to start studying for the next ACT (sept. 11) O_O'

Well yeah that's what I'm doing at the middle of summer...WAY fun huh? XP.... just kiddin.

Side blog post....

This is the first post where I am truly telling/sharing how I am feeling...so yes it is VERY different from all the other posts.

Don't freak out, or over react when/if you read it...other wise I won't be posting those anymore, meaning I won't post anymore about my feelings whether they be happy or sad...

It is also very clearly stated that I do NOT know what is the cause of my feelings/emotions, so please don't jump to the conclusion that it's something you or someone else did for that matter...because it is NOT. I can very honestly say that no one has done anything remotely close to hurt me.

***SO AGAIN PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT OVER REACT, AND DO NOT ASSUME IT WAS CAUSED BY ANYONE.***

Missing....

*sigh* I can't believe how hard it is to miss someone...:( But thankfully we have this thing called 'technology' and 'cellphones' and 'texting/calling' that allow us to keep in touch with people. :) Missing someone definitely shows you how much they mean to you...not that I took them for granted when they were here O.o. Just not having them here really makes that feeling of how important they are sink in...and how big a role they play in your life. But it's ok, no matter how much you miss a person, they'll always be with you, no matter where you go, because you'll have them in your memories forever. Always be thankful for who you have in your lives. :)